I am 20 year old vergin......plz help?

i live in society (frnd-circle) where its ok to be 20 yr old vrgn....mny of my frnds are vrgn....but past 1-2 yrs i just cnt cntrol my desperation. i sound like a horrible person but i am realy not.i just cant cntrol the feeling and i cnstantly think abt ...i dnt even have grlfrnd and sill waiting 4 my frst proper kiss..that makes me feel that i am total waste in this area..i am nt the person who wil pay slut and have ....but seriously the desperation is driving me crazy...i am not bad looking or fat at all...in fact i am 6 ft tall,play many sports,gd in studies also..i also hear many grls hve crush on me ....but nothing hapns....may be i am ltle shy....now a days i dream about having for the first time.....am i just horrible person...plz help.